12 February 2012

ghost of that girl moment #1

This is me. Breathing. Every three seconds an exhalation that pushes my lungs outwards, every three seconds an inhalation that pulls my flesh into my the curve of my ribcage. Expand, contract, expand, contract. Repeat, repeat.

This is me. A heart steadily beating against a wall of flesh. A small red cardinal constantly flapping his wings against a prison of ivory bone, the sound of his own vigor thundering through his head.

This is me. A cascade of black curls and a fringe of long lashes. The epitome of woman trapped behind ashen skin and the sharpened curve of hipbone. Eyes the color of dark winter clouds that hold the memories of worlds you've only read about in books.

This is me. Drenched to the bone in a rain storm. Biding my time. Waiting.